Well, it's 21.12.2012, the so-called end of the world. I was hoping to see some surprise such as the sun never come up or the sky just turn dark in the afternoon. Well, it nevertheless disappointed me. You might think I'm insane and out of control. I just feel that if the world is really going to end, how lucky are us have the opportunity to witness this wonderful prediction become true?! Right? People will die, well, not now but eventually. BUT, if we going to witness something REALLY cool before we are going to meet the pretty angels above us (or the ugly devil at our bottom), don't you feel worth? Since everyone are accompanying each other to leave this cruel yet pretty earth. So, you are not ALONE!
My day, hmm, S.U.C.K.S! Endless works, I can handle just like stretching my arms, tired, but satisfaction! Baked a cake without oven, taste not as what I expected but acceptable; Made tang yuan, not as nice as I used to make but I still can swallow all and safely kept in my stomach. BUT, YOU ARE KILLING ME IN SILENCE!
It's rude, but I have to say! IhateYOU! Stop running in my spaceless brain and start occupy it inch by inch! It hurts! Don't you understand! How I wish you just totally disappear in my life! Well, I am leaving though, leaving my hometown! Leaving a town that have you and most of our memories! I am tired, Kit. How I wish I still can say this to you. How I wish you will just say you too and we lying on each other. How I wish it was just a huge fight that eventually end.
Yea, Christmas is coming, it used to be one of the happiest event. But now, what's in my mind is only the first time we meet after we started dating on a Christmas eve in the airport, the first time you held my hand, the Starbucks planner as Christmas gift, a warm hug at exact 12 am saying Merry Christmas! I miss you, why would we become like this? Why are u changing? Why I am still the me? Why I couldn't let go? Why we couldn't last forever? Too many questions that I will never going to have any answer. Why? only God knows why.
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学会了吃螃蟹，学会了吃有骨的鱼，学会了吃完所有自己点的餐，这些微不足道的东西，大概每个人天生就会吧，我就是个怪咖，我本来都不会的。
出来工作，不认识人，但有了一群我一开始排斥的同事，教会了很多道理，听着和我年龄相仿的学姐，讲述着她的人生，告诉我别怕跌倒，别怕坚持，别怕逞强，别怕拒绝你不想要的人生，别怕抛弃别人给你安排好的舒适，别怕追你想要的梦，最最重要的是，别怕让别人爱上你，也别怕重新爱上别人。
我承认现在的我，没有她的坚强与乐观，但我相信未来的我，会让我的人生不后悔的。现在的我，不敢爱了。伤口痊愈前，别让它奔波了。
这两个月，开始关心身边的朋友，以前总被爱冲昏头，幸好他们没离弃我；开始找回自己的爱好，好久没读的书和好久没追的连续剧；开始和被我抛弃很久的寂寞做好朋友；开始回忆及品味这一年去过的地方和那时的心情与震撼。
谢谢你，那个曾经让我无忧无虑任性撒娇的你，那个总把我照顾得很好的你，那个总为我的疯狂担心受怕得你，那个无时无刻逗我开心守护我的你。我好爱好爱你，但得加个定语了，曾经。
谢谢你让我知道，没有你，我也可以继续生活，没有你，我也可以独立自主，没有你，我也可以自己做决定，没有你，我也可以过得很好，没有你，我也可以快快乐乐。
不曾后悔曾深爱过你，或许以后再也找不到像你对我那么好的人，但我会好好的生活，带着你教会的东西和有你的记忆，好好的过我灿烂的人生 =)
祝我们都幸福，我曾经的杯子蛋糕
出来工作，不认识人，但有了一群我一开始排斥的同事，教会了很多道理，听着和我年龄相仿的学姐，讲述着她的人生，告诉我别怕跌倒，别怕坚持，别怕逞强，别怕拒绝你不想要的人生，别怕抛弃别人给你安排好的舒适，别怕追你想要的梦，最最重要的是，别怕让别人爱上你，也别怕重新爱上别人。
我承认现在的我，没有她的坚强与乐观，但我相信未来的我，会让我的人生不后悔的。现在的我，不敢爱了。伤口痊愈前，别让它奔波了。
这两个月，开始关心身边的朋友，以前总被爱冲昏头，幸好他们没离弃我；开始找回自己的爱好，好久没读的书和好久没追的连续剧；开始和被我抛弃很久的寂寞做好朋友；开始回忆及品味这一年去过的地方和那时的心情与震撼。
谢谢你，那个曾经让我无忧无虑任性撒娇的你，那个总把我照顾得很好的你，那个总为我的疯狂担心受怕得你，那个无时无刻逗我开心守护我的你。我好爱好爱你，但得加个定语了，曾经。
谢谢你让我知道，没有你，我也可以继续生活，没有你，我也可以独立自主，没有你，我也可以自己做决定，没有你，我也可以过得很好，没有你，我也可以快快乐乐。
不曾后悔曾深爱过你，或许以后再也找不到像你对我那么好的人，但我会好好的生活，带着你教会的东西和有你的记忆，好好的过我灿烂的人生 =)
祝我们都幸福，我曾经的杯子蛋糕
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