No more angel

It's 12.39am in the late or may be early of the day

I am tired and yet

I am having an insomnia

Thinking what am I doing and why I am doing that

I alway do something that obviously I will regret immediately

even I don't wish to

Tonight, all the way back from PJ

I did something really bad to someone on the spot I viewed my home in fb

I didn't consider any second and I just press that never reverse button

and now

I think I should give myself an answer

stop my heart from asking it

Ming! Is time to face the reality

u aren't that strong

u can't beg this weight of burden

so

stop pretend or try to be an innocent angel in front of people

which u aren't

accept the fact that u had the wrong decision

since someone is doing something against u and make u dislike

since someone doesn't need ur concern

since the someone try to make u ignore him or hated him

just go ahead

let's the feeling flows

the someone is ought to have his freedom and stop seeing u as the headache stone

therefore

u might STOP pretending the little angel that believe there is still friendship

be a real person ming

be a REAL u

let's release the feeling that tied in ur heart

no more angel

neither devil

I am seriously tired

I tried my best

It turns out to be like this

so, follow it

give me a week

I will become a total stranger in front of u

for the rest of ur life

as u wished