There is a ridiculous thought that always appear in my mind. What if you just jump out and say: SURPRISE! I might hug u tight and say "don't ever do this to me again!"... funny huh? This is something never going to happen, I know. Friends told me it's time to wake up, this ain't a dream, stop thinking these are all a nightmare, this is reality, he's left. I know, I really know, I just trying to escape, so can u please just give me sometime, some place to escape? I will be fine, just that it would take longer than u thought, don't rush me please? I feel tired, I feel alone, I feel helpless.. I know no one can ever help, I really know.. n I know I will break down one day.. a day that I choose not to think.
I had a dream, about us, few nights ago? It was so beautiful that I wish I could stay inside for the rest of my life. It was so real, my dream never be that real before. I woke up with a smile on my face, wide smile. It was so beautiful, u seem to be still u, never change, caring, warm, happy, a little naughty. U held me tight every seconds in that dream. It was beautiful <3 p="p">
Been thinking this for the whole day. If, tomorrow is the end of the world, will you stay with me until the end of the world? will u find me for the one last time? I actually know the answer. Just I don't want to admit it. Whatever!
Time, please run faster, until the day I couldn't remember anything about us, a day that I lost all my memories about u, a day that I won't cry hard just because a sudden image that appear in my mind.
Bali, maybe I won't visit u anymore
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