The smile you give me =)

I already used to the life that you greet me morning and good night before I go to bed and I greet you good night and sweet dream when I am going to have my dinner. First thing I do in the morning is read your line messages and the last thing I do before I go to dreamland is sending you a good night kiss. I don't dare to be too happy, I scare the angels will jealous and cut down my happiness but I can't control myself for smiling around like an idiot when I was thinking of you. =)

I should be in a very stress situation now, 2 courseworks due in 2 weeks time and an exam coming on next month. But, All I thought of this few days were my short "vacation" back to Penang. A sweet date with my family, friends and of course you <3. Like I told you, Although my ALM due date is tomorrow, opps, today, and I still left 2k words to go, but all I was thinking is you.

I <3 you

and don't worry, last minute is like my maxim, as long as I don't start my courseworks few hours before due, I am not in rush at all ^^ so, dad won't scold you because I will never get bad result due to that. *cross fingers*

in the air

Thank you so much... except this I don't know what can I really say.. ><

Long distance is a tough mission and different time zone has made the mission even tougher. I feel so guilty that you everyday stay up until mid night just to accompany me and have a tiring next day, I'm so sorry >< Although you told me that you were always late for class but ... still my fault..

It's really happy that I can come back on January. This makes everything seem to go to a right bright way, I was so happy that dad agreed (although with conditions), so I can step a little nearer to you.. and we can know each other more, n step closer to the hearts.

Although I never say the three words after that message, neither do you, but we both know the effect of the words is working between us. And yes! you are trying to make me more greedy! >< I thought we will ok with only chat and skype for the coming months, but now I feel like hugging you. This is definitely your fault XD

But Kit... I LOVE YOU

For ... ^^

YEAH! I am happy little girl, jumping around the room like a crazy little puppy ^^

Thank you! Thanks for everything!

I know you somehow will look at this post, so yes, I am talking to you ><

Although there might be a little awkward at first, a little stupid on me but ... who cares!! I just wanna be with you

ILU, IMU

IMU

杯子蛋糕，

告诉你哦，我的level提升了。我已经发疯到看到你的名字会笑，听到你的名字会在心里放声大叫，紧张紧张。以为只会见到你两次，但居然连续三天都见面，开心的同时，也贪心了。心里想要再一次再一次。虽然期待会带来失望，但我不管了 ><

幸运之神好像还是疼爱我的 ^^ 10个月后见吧杯子蛋糕!

还有，可不可以不要一直让我看到你的好，给点坏嘛，我可能就不会那么爱你，那么想你了。

最后，谢谢，我会一直一直记得星期六的“我自以为的”甜蜜。可能你都已经忘了你自己做过什么，但你的小小举动，我是那么珍惜。你的好，我多想要感受到，即使是在那遥远的小岛。

婴儿蛋糕

a letter to you

Dear cupcakes,

While settling the bank thingy, I suddenly realised today is already 7^th. YES! It means there is less than 10 days. I am going to step on the different land and look at the different sky. I am not going to step on this little pretty island with you within a year. I was counting how many times I still have … the chance of seeing you are like praying to meet the pop star. I guess I still have 1 more time before I leave. Or two? Or none…

I actually don’t care how my friends look at me. Yea, I admit that when I face to someone I like … or love? … I don’t know what I should do. I feel helpless and losing my mind. I searched everything about you, I asked my friends about you and

I even try every chance to move a little closer to you. OK! I am a stalker! But only to you I swear.

My friends said, OOI HUAI MING! Siao liao ah?! Or WEI! Enough talking about him, you didn’t even know his real life. Ish~ I don’t care ^^

You know, I felt happy when you like my post, I felt like dying when you send me gift, although they are just a little thing that you would have forgotten after the next second you did it, but I melted, I really did. I wish I can read your mind, at least I know where I stand in your mind. Sometime, I was thinking “love” is so unfair. You stand an important place in my heart but maybe I was just 1/100000000000 in yours. Or maybe less than.

I wish I brave enough. I wish I can walk to you and say “hey, I like you, like … a lot”

*slap slap*

Anyway, I am going to try to forget you although I know it is not going to happen so soon. I don’t want to suffer like the life when I m in high school. I promised myself I will never make myself look like a pity little girl begging on love again. NEVER! * but I think now I really look like huh?! *

This is the first I wrote about you and I believe there are more to go. I know myself too well ^^ This may sounds emo, but actually I didn’t, I am typing in happy mode with full of the little memories we both owned.

Baby cakes