8.10.10

People who understand me know that I would not tears in front of others.
Once I tears, that's it, we are in the end of the story.
While I was driving alone at 9 something in the night,
I was thinking about the pain I suffered.
Why I am the one who get hurt by you
Even I tried my best to compensate the wound I caused to u.
I was thinking to hurt u back
as I am a scorpion
I wanted u to know that if I decide to fight
I will more cruel than u thought I am
because I am deemed to be a scorpion
without love, left hates
However,
I looked back to the sentences I prepared for exhibition
realised that that was all about karma
I am the one who wound u
because u owed me before
I am the one who get hurt by u
because I owed u more
so, let's just stop
I know we are not suitable to each other anymore
I know u understand it before than me just u couldn't accept
let's just use our own power to stop this karma turning around
controlling us to be sad
smile or frown, are just an action
why not we smile and become friends
since we all are born for waiting the death
let's just enjoy before we go to another next time
I do appreciate all of us
I do appreciate what have u changed me
Be, for the last time
I love you
I am here to say 'goodbye' to our love
and say 'hi' to our friendship
because I know that
being persistent will waste our time
and of course our life
and lastly
Thank you for bringing me to Buddhist World
I will spread what I learnt to the World