28.8.08

studies~~

ooops..
exams are just a stone throwed away
today my friends and I did a group study in greenlane mcdonalds,
and for the first time I felt that it was quite a good place to study
at least i dun feel like chatting with others,
and just solely focusing on revision in law
but somehow i realized that i study comparatively slower than my friends
all of them have finished one chapter
but i just manage to finish a quarter
alamak!!
i should improve on my speed
but i cannot continue study if i come across something that i dont really understand
i tried to ignore it but it seems inevitable
i spent nearly half an hour to understand just a speech frm a judge
OMG!!
just 2 lines of speech
but i wasted half an hour on it
it seems that I'm left with less then a month to prepare for my midterm
ISH>>>>
I really do have to study hard already
if not not i wil disappoint many people
my parents..my dear..my doggie..my piggie..my family..my frenss
HAIZZ


miss u dear~~

25.8.08

I KNOW!! I really know`~`

Erm..
I know I am not a smart girl,
I know I am not a kind and munificent person,
I know I am not as perfect as others,
I know sometimes I am being over the limit,
I know I talk too straight forward and this do hurt a lot of people,
I know I am very abnormal in demeanour compared with other girls,
I know most of the time I talk without thinking of its consequences,
I know I have many shortcomings,
I know my English is poor,
I know I can’t match his standards,
But,
What I really want to say is that,
I sincerely love him,
I am willing to give my heart to him,
And I think I can’t live without him,
I am trying to improve my English so that he can understand me better,
I am trying to improve myself in everyway I possibly can,
I am trying to remove my negative attitudes,

Because I know that my attitudes are mutable,
I am really trying, trust me,
I hope our life will turn out to be a miracle,
I know friends will not accept my presence,

Because I am not of equal grounds as him,
But I am really trying to improve,
And I am trying to become the most perfect girl for him,
And just for him,
I need time,
I promise I will play my part to improve,
I really hope that everything will go on smoothly,
And that of nothing will try to separate us from being together,
I wish we can have a wonderful family later on in life,
I wish I can become the most suitable girl for him,
I wish I can make him happy all the time and turn prosaic moments into rapturous moments, putting a smile on his face everytime a sad event struck,
I wish I can be with him forever and ever till eternity,
And I know these wishes are hard to fulfill,
But,
Again, I will try my very very best,

do trust me please,
I LOVE YOU
MOU JIAN

My piger,
My dear,
My only honey jian,
I hope our life will be gay and never ending,
I hope you can be with me every second of my life,
And I hope we can see each other again in the near future.


MUAKZZZ…love u

22.8.08

sorrry~`~

omg!!
I have bring a lot of troubles and turbulence for you,
how??
how??
I am very perturb about that and everything that is going to happen,
I really don't know how to say i'm sorry,
I HATE myself for all that has happened.
i'm really really sorry.

p.s.
my parents know about us already
they didn't say anyting
didn't scold me too
so understanding
some more let me go out with you
hahahhaha
eventhough they still haven't seen you before
hehe

18.8.08

OMG!!

i cnt describe d feelin at my heart nw!?!?!
HAPPY??
EXCITED???
cnt
dis al words cnt rely describe d feelin i hv at tis moment
i hv waitin for a long time n nw FINALLY
finally he s comin back soon
OMG
i cnt say out n even write out
hahha
nw my mind jz a tig s stil functionin
tat s
HE S COMING BAC!!!

10.8.08

这么近。。那么远

在一个满天星星的夜晚
你是否尝试过
向满天的星星伸出手
就只想碰到其中的一颗

我们永远就只能看得见
却碰不到

现在的你
就像是星星
我看得见
却触摸不到
唯一不同的是
你是我唯一的星星
一个只属于我的星星

9.8.08

tagged by KIATISAK!!

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. huai ming
2. ah ming
3. mimi????!! (OMG!!)

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
1. OOI HUAI MING
2. ming ah ming
3. piggy????

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. straight black hair
2. RABBIT TEETH!!
3. bao bao cheeks

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON’T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. short legs
2. fat hands
3. short-sighted eyes

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
1. 1/4 hakka
2. 3/4 hokkien
3. malaysian

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
1. losing things tat r important to me
2. lost my family
3. misunderstand by frens

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. messages frm piger
2. a lots of foods (especially RICE!!)
3. oxygen n water

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING NOW:
1. grey monkey tee
2. short brown pants
3. speczZZZzz

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
1. S.H.E
2. K One
3. cute n handsome singers

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS (RIGHT NOW):
1. ai shang wei lai de ni - wilbert pan
2. dang ni - cyndi wang
3. wo bu pei - jay chow

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
1. LOVE
2. trust n honesty
3. FREEDOM!!

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU:
1. looks..
2. cubby eyesss
3. cutty voice~~

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
1. volleyball
2. jogging
3. hiking

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
1. finish revise my books!!
2. pass al my exam
3. try to 24 hours stick v my dear??? (haha)

THREE CAREERS YOU’RE CONSIDERING/YOU’VE CONSIDERED:
1. LAWYER!! (i sud do it!!)
2. police????????!!!
3. spy????????????

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
1. England
2. US??
3. beta s whl world

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
1. get married
2. have children
3. live v my dear forever n ever

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:
1. long hair (i tik it consider long)
2. looks
3. voice???

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE NOT STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL/GUY:
1. attitude..(wakakakax..whl world noe it)
2. sports??
3. laugh loud!!

FIVE PEOPLE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW :
1. yikyao
2. shupei
3. shuxian
4. magdaline
5. hooipeng

6.8.08

normal~

i started lazy to write blog
so jz cincai la
hehe
today s jz lik normal
whl day v classmates
play-ing..laugh-ing..crazy-ing..jump-ing..dance-ing..sing-ing..act-ing
everywhr even our lovely class n gurney

2 abnormal tig happen
1 : we saw an ambulans 'bang' a motor thn d ENCIK straight went up d ambulans gua i tik
haha..its funny
2 : we laughed over d gurney..walked til whr ppl oso kip scopin
coz laugh too loud n play too siao d..wakakakkax

exam coming soon
MID-TERM n FINAL
jz 2 month we sud stand for 2 main exam
n d kolianness s...
i sud celebrate my bday v my exam
OMG~~
sumore tat doink din at pg!!!
AH~~~
fiz time so kolian

n another tig wana say s...
HE S COMING BACK SOON
YIPPI~~
I MISS HIM SO DAMN MUCH
N ITS HOLIDAYS
SO WE CN STICK V EACH OTHER FOR A LONG TIME
YEAH~~

5.8.08

迷惘~

好想知道每个人对爱情的看法及观念。。我开始不明白现代女性对爱情的看法。。或许有人觉得我思想落后。。但我觉得这并不可耻。。可耻的是为了配合潮流而改变了本来对爱情的看法。。污染了对爱情的纯真。。毁灭了对爱情的憧憬。。但当你发现时。。一切已经来不及了。。你觉得值得吗??

有没有人可以告诉我。。到底现在的女孩都在想什么??不要用自己的自私伤害别人。。也不要认为那是理所当然。。世上并没有谁欠了谁。。只有谁不懂得珍惜谁。。不要再利用借口了。。你会伤害了你不想伤害的人。。想想吧。。传统的观念还是有值得我们去延续的价值。。