14.08.2014

I think my look and my attitude make me hard to get an equal-paid job. I hope I would not regret by getting this job because it sounds hard and does not suit to the pay. But anyhow, I would do my best and learn from the experiences. And I know by training hard like this, I will have a better future. At least it will prove that I am able to work very hard and capable to settle tough tasks. Jia you ya Ben Dan. =}

26.04.2014

It was supposed to be a bad day.. My nephew Ping admitted into hospital and due to some reasons, I have to take care of him whole day and overnight in hospital.. Luckily he's willing to let me take care of him cause he's not an easy boy lol.. U might know what I'm referring to..

I sincerely think that nurses and mom are the best creatures in this world.. The moment I saw my nephew's diarrhea poo.. I vomited LOL I'm a lousy mom-to-be but I'm sure I'm a good aunt..

After a few times of practice..  I already used to the poo's smell n look n could clean him without closing my nose hehe *proud*

It's 27/4/2014 at 5.45am.. Insomnia.. Nephew diarrhea n fever again.. Watching him so suffer n I couldn't help much is painful..

Oh ya.. I really feel thankful that I have a great bf.. He actually not really agreed on what I did (carry all the burdens that shouldn't be my burdens) but when I said I'm hungry.. He purposely bought me burger n drove all the way here to supper with me at 2am.. Maybe this is what I m looking for.. I'm so happy n touched when he appeared in ward with his tiring face.. How could I not love him.? I'll never forget what u did bf.. I love u!

Oh ya.. Finally received my belated valentine's gift.. It's a leather jacket! So yeng! Thanks again bf Muakz

30.03.2014

Had great fun with bf's friends yesterday! Yesterday was well spend with lovely bf, from noon till mid night. It's been sometime we didn't active in friends' circle. Great people, funny jokes and fun games. Awww... Killer game, I miss it badly and finally get he chance to play yesterday.

I am not a good killer, not a bad cop and definitely the Best doctor lol I can't stop laughing when my bf called doctor and I response immediately without any hesitate LOL It was So STUPID! And the moment when me and another girlfriend was killing each other and laughing ourselves and the next second, the hands of the cop were on both of our cards bfr we could kill others. LOL

My bf was the most evil killer EVER. Always kill me immediately after I checked my card by using his puppy eyes and fat tongue (ISH!)

IT JUST SO MUCH FUN after a long period of stressful life (except the time spent with bf and family)

TODAY! hahaha.. I never thought my evil bf will be so sweeet~ *showoff showoff* LOL (show off to myself, bo lang read my blog de LOL)

Just wanted to record down this sweet thing he did. He cooked me a roasted-pork fried rice and purposely (very ho lat-ly) ride his super-get-attention superbike from his house to my college just to send me the lunch box during my lunch break. Beh tong, So sweet! Ants all around my body. It was nice, tastes good but the portion was too little for my big stomach. Gf needs more food to make sure her brain function well during lecture.

Okay. He can cook better than me. Yea~ shamed on me. But, WHO CARES! I will be the forever diner! Good. I can bite my chips and eyes on TV while waiting my dinner to be done. Nah~ Too much. He isn't that free lol

Anyway~ What a wonderful day! Thanks bf and xoxo. Love you muakz

p.s. he doesn't know I have a blog LOL memang syok sendiri

27.03.2014

Yup. I only come back when I need to talk and when my diary abandon me.

It's ok for not be in a open relationship, n yes, I do prefer that way, but being requested by the loved one, yea~ it hurts.

I know I could hardly trust anyone nowadays and when I choose to trust u.. U better appreciate it, cause it might slowly disappear day by day if u started to hurt me.

Yup. I was right! I was so damn fucking right that I hate that feeling of pain in heart, especially it was so pain until u couldn't breathe well and u couldn't control ur tears dropping from ur rabbit eyes. And yes.. At this idiot March (which is the month I most hated since 2012), I felt that stupid feeling.

I was very angry at myself! Yes, me, myself. Just stop expand the hurt feeling until u couldn't control! It was a tiny matter, just a problem of the word 'trust'.

Yes. Trust. This god damn fucking word that every relationship needs, it's hard to build. When girls don't believe in it, guys tend to make promise, put on puppy eyes, begging and pleasing u to believe in it, want u to TRUST them. End up most of the time, it's those shits who begged us to trust break the bond and do some shit things. And the girls will end up no believe the word again. And EVERYTHING REPEATS WHEN THEY MEET ANOTHER GUY!

Ok! Yes, I'm facing this tiny problem right now. Will solve it Tmr.

Yeah~ feeling better.. I knew blog does help! Night world~


P.s. Can I ask y everytime u will be the first few person who liked ur ex's pics? No, I'm just wondering.. I wasn't jelly when u didn't double tap my Instagram ... I wasn't jelly AT ALL