这一个月的分离，我真的有点不习惯，好寂寞，好没有安全感，生病的时间也加长了，Be说我们应该练习的，因为以后要分离的可是几个月，开始时我想这是对的，不然会很痛苦!

现在，我想这是不对的，既然过后要分开这么久，我们就不应该拿这些仅有剩下的时间来练习，浪费我们能相聚的时间，分开练习我们仅有能在一起的时间，不值得，很浪费!!

我们应该珍惜每一分每一秒能在一起，能相聚的时间，以后分开是痛苦，至少我们有很多很多美好的回忆，让我们的嘴角在哭泣时上扬啊!! 对不对Be?

所以，这一年我粘定你了，我要有很多很多美好的回忆让我在英国想念可爱的你，让我更爱你!!

怕以后会很痛苦? 就痛吧，我们自己选择要开始的，我们自己选择的路，的未来，自己选择为对方守候的，不是吗? 所以不能反悔! 反悔的是小狗~

不管怎样一定会痛的，不管我们现在有没有时常见，一定会一样痛的，因为我们相爱! 不痛就不爱了， 对不? 所以你要为我痛吗??

Blog I type last week~

Due to my laziness, the blogger me stop blogging for about few weeks, sorry, you know I am lazy right? >3<

There is nothing special during my so-called holidays at Penang. As I mentioned in last post, I am a new born OL. However, I am a weirdo among the OLs. I don’t like to make up although my firm may be needed me to do so. First week I was fully make up, including eyes, cheek and mouth. I seriously don’t like to do that, it makes me can’t rub my nose and eyes randomly. Second week, I start to skip eye shadow and blush, but still nothing different. Till the third week, I got sick, serious illness that caused me take few days MC to rest at home and unable to talk. When I get back to work, I just put eyeliner and mascara, the next day only mascara and today … … I put NOTHING. Yesterday my teacher asked me why my face so unhealthy, I told her because I am still sick and my boss used to ask me ‘are you ok?’ every afternoon after he woke up. Finally I have excuse to skip make up! I can tell them I make up, but my face still not in good condition. {Rule 1: Best lawyers are good in LIES!}

Let’s talk about my working environment. Actually this firm was in the middle of town and the building is considered as one of those old-fashion shop lots. Our firm at second floor and you will probably can’t find us if you not from Penang. Our firm not as huge as others but is warm and have everything a firm needed. In here, we have a old cute clock always use its ‘dong dong’ sound to warn me it’s time to work, wake up worm and to rush us in papers every 30 minutes. (I love to count the number of it’s “dong dong”, then I will know the time =D) My boss was a journalist before he became a lawyer, so in our office, there are lots of pictures about how’s Penang and Penang Courts looks. My boss loves to keep some wines and antiques too. My boss and teacher treated this firm as their own house; there are beds, sofa, television, stove and bla bla bla. There is a self-portrait of my boss at the wall in front of our tables, although he always hiding in his room but I always have the feeling that he’s watching us. Hmm, may be there is a CCTV on one of his eye, who’s know? Whatever, I love to work here.

Opps, forget to mention my ill. Actually I didn’t know the name, just something will grow in your throat if you getting weak. That’s all for my description of my illness. {Rule 2: SKIP what can skip and IGNORE what you lazy to think}

A little fighting while I was ill with my Be because of my floating mood, SORRY, I know you’re not feeling well too, but at least you didn’t kill me nor kick my ass =X

Summary for entertainment, I ate sushi king twice in this week since me and Be prefer to eat sakae sushi in PJ, so I m ok with it. No outing with friends since I was sick and lazy, but I did watch ‘Karate Kid’ with family, and it’s AWESOME but the girl not pretty~

Shopping with mommy after few years, and realized that she’s a serious shopaholic. So as you guess, she has a shopaholic daughter, that’s me =) I bought few working blouses and dress. Oh, clothes that I bought from website reach my home, cotton not as good as I expected but still acceptable, pattern a little bit changed but still acceptable BUT I think I won’t buy from it again {Rule 3: Lawyer’s words do not belief in 100 %, 99.9% perhaps?}

伤痕，伤痕，伤过必留痕

wound, scar, wound, scar, wound will leave scar.

NO! I am not emo, then how about this picture?

Okay, I captured it myself, from my shoulder, but what is it??

Is my beloved nephew, HE BITE ME!!!

PAIN!!

My first internship

The very first time I knew the feeling of being an OL (office lady). Everyday, woke up at 7, shower, dress up, make up and have breakfast. Went out from house at 8.15am sharp. A little jam at highway as usual and reach office at 8.45am. Start work at 8.50am of course. The first two days I felt tired,I guess is because of my eyes, as you know, I left only an eyes can see, so I felt dizzy and sleepy after work. But, I felt better at the third day, I think my eyes already used to it.

My job basically is helping my lawyer teacher to check some paper works, type & send some letters, arrange some files and of course make friend with Photostat machine, just like what a clerk did. However, me this clerk learnt lots from my lawyer teacher and lawyer boss as well as the Geng clerk aunty. Opps, not to forget an intern boy who work as part time. My boss seems like semi-retired but he is knowledgeable, he taught me some steps in being a lawyer and student as well which will be very useful in future. The lawyer teacher told me her experience and taught me to choose RIGHT people to help. The aunty more geng, she worked in law firm already 30 years, she didn't have any cert but she knew all the procedures in law and she also help clients make will. WOO!

My colleagues are nice and sweet, teacher teaches me everything she learnt, boss is strict and fierce to clients but is nice to us. Happy!! The time rush but useful, me tired but enjoy!! *Start forgetting what I've been done in this week*