I wonder why I can be such a weird person and I never know what I really need =(

What I may lost if I din say

It's been a month and I practically doing nothing in my house. It's not actually 'nothing' but it's just not something that makes me excited and alive. I am so damn very super boring. Luckily, there's friends around me, Reelee, Robin, Egg and Mj. But, still bored. I need something more meaningful to appear in font of me. Not true love please, I want it few years later, thanks.

Anyway, just thinking of telling something that recently makes me down and teas a lot.

Kumar, Egg, Peng, Irene - "I know it's quite difficult to tell u how much I care. I am not good in express my love either by actions or words. But I do care. I miss the time we are studying. We together wake up, go college, lunch, shop, play, movie, cook, dinner, wandering, swim, gym, celebrating, fighting with our main enemy - cockroach. I miss that a lot, is like A LOT. I know there's still a trip! Although don't know when, I hope you guys can wait me recover from my operation. I really wish to spend more time with u guys. Like a "family". There are fight, quarrel and sad things happened among us but there's lot more fun and happiness we earned together. I love you! maybe more than u ever thought."

Nicholas, Rainbow, Cai Chin - " You guys makes us so much fun, you touch my deepest heart many times, you guys are awesome! I love evey of us play and laugh together. I love every moments we been through!"

KarWai, YingPhin, WeeJian - "you guys are fun and a little crazy that makes me totally fell back to my 18th! It's nice and FUN! I miss DongZhen Camp when we are staying and playing together. Of course gils' talk with my dearest Phin^^"

A little regret choosing the twinning programme, it's like separating us apart, we used to be stick together for the whole long day. Badminton section? it seems far from me now. In Penang, here's never a thing can be fun like this. No sports, no energy, no healthy. Anyway, I miss you, I love you!

*p.s. hey, still remember the story of sausage? cheese and black pepper? I still prefer cheese >< Peng, black pepper is yours <3<3

I think I am just a little missing you <3