In this age, you are standing in an awkward situation. Friends starting to attend graduation, some are already having their interviews and although most of the friends are still struggling with their school works, everyone nevertheless hope to achieve something in our own life in this age.
At the beginning of this year, I thought I would have a life as I used to have, and of course, add on a little cute boyfriend with a lovely life. Hmm, however, life do not always follow what you have planned to go, because, you will never grow if they did. My health and some society problems have forced me to choose a harder way to improve myself. I know I have to be tough and brave enough to accept every single challenge that this society give to me. If I can't stand still and get a seat in this society, I then will never grow and face the problem myself.
Long-distance study is not a tough mission. All you have to do is manage your timetable yourself and follow it without a doubt. However, what I am worry is, I never have a discipline life nor a discipline attitude since I was born. Hmm, this obviously will increase the hardness if I still holding the same attitude. It's time to change huh...
To improve my poor English, I got myself an internship. Haha, I know I am bringing myself to hell. Forcing myself to grow up in one night. I want a busy life, useful life. The past 2 months were too relaxing and my lazybones are growing bigger. So, I must use some harsh matter to help it lose some weight. Anyway, I just want to get myself a CLP cert and a wonderful lovely life as I used to have. I believe tasting the suffer will make you appreciate the little happiness that you used to forget.
Hmm, my English really going downward compared to my previous crap. England is really a place for me to learn. It's only 2 months and my English back to the basic level. Maybe working in a firm will got another reward - improve my English again!
Or I shall write more blogs, since I always use it to improve my English.
