a little crazy moment

Yesterday, after the potluck, suddenly felt the "braveness" and I wrote a letter. I sent it out before I finish my "braveness". Then, I go to bed. Unfortunately, I had a bad dream, this cause me woke up early in the morning and started to think if I was doing the right thing...

After a few minutes, I started to regret, why am I rushing? I asked my friends should I just delete it before he receives it when he online, everyone asks me to wait for his respond. One of my bff said :" just ask yourself, will you regret after you delete it?"

After a second, my answer is "yes, I will. and I definitely don't have the courage to send it again..."

Since I am still in UK, this makes me opportunity to escape the awkward for 10 months, so ... some crazy thing has to be done when you're still young right? ^^ I am still waiting... good or bad... no hurt no disappointing.. just wanna you to know that ... ILU

胸口的酸痛感，证明着我的心。。。还在~

cupcake,

你知道吗？我快不行了。。你一直出现在我梦里。。我好累。。讨厌我天蝎座的性格，讨厌我天蝎座的执著

眼睛离不开你的照片，我疯了

I hate u ming

You know, I really don't like here. I was a girl that will not cry when I face problem, I only will cry for the loved one, but this few days, I almost finish up the tears that I save for the past few years. I think I really can't handle it. I screwd up everything. My dad's money, my dad's wishes, my subjects, my friendships and my life. Feel like dying...

这痛，我不要了

shouldn't have tell you anything ... is not like didn't happen before ...