by2 - 不够成熟

我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开
难道真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头
决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过
笑着和你挥挥手
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我想我还是不够成熟
还达不到你的要求
我真的没有想的太多
只是怀念你走以后
离开难道
真的是解脱
难道真的要事过境迁了以后才懂
倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头
决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过
笑着和你挥挥手

如果有一刻
我们有缘在见
你会不会想起说过的永远

倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
倔强抬起头
决不让眼泪往下流
倔强说不痛
假装什么伤都没有
真的不难过
笑着和你挥挥手
...........

recently~

1. I am having A-levels’ final exam nowadays. Every night study, almost 2 weeks didn’t sleep well or even sleeping while holding the notes.
2. I broke up with my bf last month, and still let the time to cure my pain.
3. Last week, I got a burn at my right hand because of gluttonous, and have a scar at there forever.
4. I am now waiting for my 3 months’ holidays, although that’s a hard time for me to suffer for waiting my final result.
5. I will start to find a part-time job for myself to earn money for shopping!!
6. I joined a forum namely ‘Lcorner’, is fun!! (10 stars)
7. I changed my spectacles but look alike.
8. I plan to change my hair style after exam.
9. I am planning how many days should I use to sleep after my exam and how many days that I can shop like hell!!
10. I am waiting my friends’ decision, KL trip?? Or nothing??
11. I realized that I really not that strong, at least until now I still crying for don’t know what, heart pain won’t die want, cry for what??!! Burn more pain, but still cry!!
12. I ironed all my clothes, pants and dresses.
13. I am waiting my little niece to call me ‘GuGu’.
14. I ate a lot of foods, biscuits and breads during my exam weeks.
15. When I want to eat McD, I will look at the clock.
16. I decided to stop finding true love within my studies, but I guess I won’t really do that, because we don’t know when it comes, but at least I won’t in a relationship this few years, and I won’t love a guy twice, it’s not worth.

c ya 2 months later~~

1. times up!!
2. final exam...
3. holidays~~