Life is hard

but we still have to move on

think a lot these day

why I chose this as my subject

start to blame myself

for randomly pick

however

think deeply

since you already chosen it

despite how you did

you should move on

enjoy it

make it interesting in your life

then you will make life easier

since you have to walk alone in the future

why not make your future stick on you

at least we won't die without anyone

NEVER REGRET what you chose

the key to make life easy ^^

Life is too stress while waiting the exam to arrive on you

so ... let's escape this reality from this town for 2 days 1 night

gonna meet the prettiest couple ever in my life in few hours time ><

*excited as you do*

Totally no idea what I have studied!

I tried my best to focus but still ...

bad dreams come again,

every single night,

people chasing me,

drowning into water,

someone betray me,

uh, what else?

those mean stress comes back to me

although normally I don't feel any stress

people feel I am always stress-less

even me myself feel that too

but in fact,

I just didn't realise they are exist

deep in my body

I think I am normal ...

"people in town with lots of stress"

yea, my new label~ ^^

*hugsssssssssss*

LOVE my current blog

the music makes me feel

relax and peace

maybe it is the way I need

relax in my little world and

escape from reality

hmmm...

I wonder my friends feel the same?

relax in here

listen the music

even though u ignore my posts ^^

this world is just too much stress

and we need the RELAX

HATE that I'm still in love with you

*after 1 and a half year*

My Healthy Timetable

7am welcome the sunshine & dress up

8am college

3pm back from college & take an hour nap

4pm wake up from nap & shower

4.30pm study

6.30pm dinner

7.30pm fb, mail & series

8.30pm shower & relax

9.15pm study

10.30pm SLEEP!

There is changes on Wednesday and weekend

but not the study part

*hope so*

YEAY! Let's get healthy as this Moo Moo!

and hardworking as well

although it doesn't LOOK like hardworking...

but in fact may be IT IS!

YES! After gossip girl and 90210,

This is the series I start on

I know I shouldn't start any series anymore

since the exam is less than 1 month

but ... I can't control myself

I just simply love movies and series ^^

BTW,

Elena is so beautiful

look into her eyes is like everything could happen

just simply gorgeous!

*better than bella, agree? =P

no offence

since there's no good man

maybe I should love vampire instead of human?

of course the good vampire like Stefan

Damon is handsome but he will bite me

so NO! ^^

No more angel

It's 12.39am in the late or may be early of the day

I am tired and yet

I am having an insomnia

Thinking what am I doing and why I am doing that

I alway do something that obviously I will regret immediately

even I don't wish to

Tonight, all the way back from PJ

I did something really bad to someone on the spot I viewed my home in fb

I didn't consider any second and I just press that never reverse button

and now

I think I should give myself an answer

stop my heart from asking it

Ming! Is time to face the reality

u aren't that strong

u can't beg this weight of burden

so

stop pretend or try to be an innocent angel in front of people

which u aren't

accept the fact that u had the wrong decision

since someone is doing something against u and make u dislike

since someone doesn't need ur concern

since the someone try to make u ignore him or hated him

just go ahead

let's the feeling flows

the someone is ought to have his freedom and stop seeing u as the headache stone

therefore

u might STOP pretending the little angel that believe there is still friendship

be a real person ming

be a REAL u

let's release the feeling that tied in ur heart

no more angel

neither devil

I am seriously tired

I tried my best

It turns out to be like this

so, follow it

give me a week

I will become a total stranger in front of u

for the rest of ur life

as u wished

Poem

This is a poem I saw in the book my boss given to me:

I wish I were ... ...

Big enough, honestly, to admit all my shortcomings;

Brilliant enough to accept praise without making it arrogant;

Tall enough to tower above deceit;

Strong enough to welcome criticism;

Compassionate enough to understand human frailties;

Wise enough to recognize mistakes;

Humble enough to appreciate greatness;

Staunch enough to stand by friends;

Human enough to be thoughtful of neighbors;

And righteous enough to be devoted to the love of Buddha.