玻璃

轻轻地闭上双眼
仔细聆听四周的声音
你 . . . 听见什么了?
我
听到心破裂
像玻璃碎掉的那种声音
班上发生了好多事
虽然多半不知情
有些是男同学告知
但即使我知道了
我也是个旁观者
为何要告诉我呢?
为何不让我置身事外呢??
难道一定要伤感情吗?
难道就不能和睦相处吗?
曾经一起度过快乐的时光呢??
那时"团结"不是我们班最引以为傲的吗??
现在呢?
其实在争吵时
你们的心可能在淌血
只是你们自己不晓得而已
我好怀念刚开学的画面
每个人对新朋友的那种关心
让我感觉好幸福
那时觉得虽然我们的学院不是很好
但有一班好好的新朋友
真好
我以为我们会是全学院最最幸福的班呢
但
算了!!
现在让我最怀念的是
四楼那个曾经只属于"我们"的班
C6
那里有着我们在A-levels里最欢乐的时光
在那里我们尽情的玩乐
好像烦恼和忧愁找不到我们似的
我想我离开时
最舍不得的只会是它

多希望我这篇文
没用到"曾经"这两个字
那一定会很美好

放心

很久以前就知道
自己不讨人喜欢
但
迟钝的我
现在知道
自己是多么的惹人厌了
不高兴就直说啊
干嘛要对我好
之后才告诉别人我有多烂
你应该知道那种滋味吧
你不是曾经也经历过吗？？
为什么自己不喜欢
还要别人去承受
一切来得突然
变得陌生
我一向不是一个悲观的人
但我真的找不到可以让我乐观看待的地方
已经不想再伤脑筋了
我会安分地当哑巴
我知道我真的真的很吵
我会自我检点
放心吧

finish d~~~~

haiyoyoyoyooy
my holidays so fast finish d
this holidays i went a lot of places
i tik s lik whl pg
even butterworth
kip going out v my honey jian
although he was sick
n go meet my old frenss
go bw v mag find my peng
fiz time go SUNWAY ooo
hehe
quite happy
damn shit s
TRAFFIC JAM!!!!!!!!!!!!
pg bridge sud make it wider le
n d TOL
service damn slow
ish ish ish
i straight open d window n shout on road
i noe its rude
hahahhahahahhaha
bt its rely enjoy
n i fin my math oooo
although i hv a lots of Q dono hw to do
AHHHHHHHHHHHH
KHOR TET WOEI
HELP　ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
hehe
my dear back d lo
nvm
nx time he come back
i wil b a 18 yrs old gal gal d ooo
hehe
luv u~~~
muakz

erm``

Today he reached Penang at noon
But in that moment I was sitting an exam
Haiz~~
Actually I thought we can meet after that
But I have a outing with friends
So I can’t meet up my honey jian
So sad
After a movie
I went home and my piger was going to a party
As sure
I sleep
Hehe
Later on my piger going to fetch me out but haiz
We can’t go out whole night cause 2mr I nid to help my dear dad
But we have 1 week time for us’
YEAH~~~!!!
I cant describe hw excited m i
But until now I still din meet him yt
Haiz
I m nt d 1st 1 tat meet my dear
haizzzz

朋友

你们试过被一个真心相对的朋友欺骗过吗??
也许没有
但我已经不止一次了!!

开玩笑是可以的
玩弄也好
但至少在结束前告诉我真相
别让我傻傻的相信至到最后

当再次提起时
才哈哈大笑地说:"你好单纯!!"
那时的"单纯"已不再是赞美了
你们可知道当你们开心笑时
我的心在滴血

朋友
我不是单纯
我只是不想怀疑每个'朋友'对我说的话
因为我了解当你说出真相但没人相信时的那种感觉
所以我选择信任

今天在学院时
朋友跟我开了一个大玩笑
虽然没有以前的朋友那么过分
但我哭了
为了'朋友' 哭了
这件事让我想起以前的事
让我觉得我是一个很'蠢'的人
为什么每次受骗的都是我
为什么被人取笑的都是我
不管是以前还是现在
我不介意当你们的'开心果'
也不介意当你们的'出气袋'
我更不介意你们在闷的时候才勉强想起我
因我已经习惯了
但我可不可以请不要把我当一只蚂蚁般耍
不开心时拿我出来取笑
让自己快乐
把快乐建立在别人的痛苦上
你快乐吗??

或许是我的性格吧
但我不打算改变
因为我真的很少有优点
我觉得这也是我的优点之一
所以不想改变

studies~~

ooops..
exams are just a stone throwed away
today my friends and I did a group study in greenlane mcdonalds,
and for the first time I felt that it was quite a good place to study
at least i dun feel like chatting with others,
and just solely focusing on revision in law
but somehow i realized that i study comparatively slower than my friends
all of them have finished one chapter
but i just manage to finish a quarter
alamak!!
i should improve on my speed
but i cannot continue study if i come across something that i dont really understand
i tried to ignore it but it seems inevitable
i spent nearly half an hour to understand just a speech frm a judge
OMG!!
just 2 lines of speech
but i wasted half an hour on it
it seems that I'm left with less then a month to prepare for my midterm
ISH>>>>
I really do have to study hard already
if not not i wil disappoint many people
my parents..my dear..my doggie..my piggie..my family..my frenss
HAIZZ

miss u dear~~

I KNOW!! I really know`~`

Erm..
I know I am not a smart girl,
I know I am not a kind and munificent person,
I know I am not as perfect as others,
I know sometimes I am being over the limit,
I know I talk too straight forward and this do hurt a lot of people,
I know I am very abnormal in demeanour compared with other girls,
I know most of the time I talk without thinking of its consequences,
I know I have many shortcomings,
I know my English is poor,
I know I can’t match his standards,
But,
What I really want to say is that,
I sincerely love him,
I am willing to give my heart to him,
And I think I can’t live without him,
I am trying to improve my English so that he can understand me better,
I am trying to improve myself in everyway I possibly can,
I am trying to remove my negative attitudes,
Because I know that my attitudes are mutable,
I am really trying, trust me,
I hope our life will turn out to be a miracle,
I know friends will not accept my presence,
Because I am not of equal grounds as him,
But I am really trying to improve,
And I am trying to become the most perfect girl for him,
And just for him,
I need time,
I promise I will play my part to improve,
I really hope that everything will go on smoothly,
And that of nothing will try to separate us from being together,
I wish we can have a wonderful family later on in life,
I wish I can become the most suitable girl for him,
I wish I can make him happy all the time and turn prosaic moments into rapturous moments, putting a smile on his face everytime a sad event struck,
I wish I can be with him forever and ever till eternity,
And I know these wishes are hard to fulfill,
But,
Again, I will try my very very best,
do trust me please,
I LOVE YOU
MOU JIAN
My piger,
My dear,
My only honey jian,
I hope our life will be gay and never ending,
I hope you can be with me every second of my life,
And I hope we can see each other again in the near future.

MUAKZZZ…love u