STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Today, I am getting crazier and crazier. My stupid PC! USELESS! My stupid monthly sister! ANNOYING! My stupid dream! DISTURB ME! My stupid brother and sister in law! JUST CAME HOME! My stupid mood! WORST IN THE WORLD! My stupid brain! RUBBISH! My stupid books! KILLING ME! My stupid feeling! DISTURD MY MIND!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I need your hug! But where are you! I am going to kill myself SOON!!

Wishlist~

• I wish my A-levels' final exam can get 3 credits.
• I wish I can be with dear forever without misunderstand.
• I wish I can share my secrets with my true friends forever.
• I wish all my friends happy and healthy, especially ORL.
• I wish I can control my emotion.
• I wish I can control my volume when I excited.
• I wish I can shop like shopaholic without thinking of money problem.
• I wish my eye get well faster.
• I wish I can wear contact lens in both eyes.
• I wish my hair can nicer and easy to take care.
• I wish my family can live happy and lucky without any problem.
• I wish I can read dear's mind.
• I wish I can improve my studies.
• I wish I have more time.
• I wish I can force myself to study.
• I wish I can earn more money.

I wish what I wish can come true.

Sunday~

Today I thought I have to help my dad at shop but my dad said no need, YIPPI~ I woke up at 10 and went to reelee’s house around12. Before I went to her house, I get scold by my neighbor again because of parking problem, ignoring him and decided to eat, but I can’t find a car park for me! I thought today will be my unlucky day, but when I reach reelee’s house, I found a car park! Why I so happy?! It is because at there I mostly couldn’t find a space to park my handsome car. (May be it is my lucky day?) Long time didn’t meet her family already and today her whole family is there. I chat with her parents while waiting she shower and I watched series with them too, is my favorite! Her sister gave me a cake to eat, pity me didn’t eat yet?! No ler. We headed to ShuXuan to study and at there got a little function, I guess we considered join too. Wakakax. We left there around 4 and went to a coffee shop to cure our poor stomach. Then, I finally have forced reelee ate a ‘wan ton’! *proud*

After eat, full like hell, we don’t know want to do what but lastly decided to watch movie. We went to GP again but the movies are too late for me, so we walking around like siao lang again. Awhile later, we found a long chair to sit and let our tired legs rest. Eevon phoned us, she in GP with her dearest family too. We joined up her and chatting with her until she went back. After that, we went back too at 7. Now, blogging~

After so long, my fuel level finally reduce a bar when I drove out from GP
Love my cubby handsome darling car, the economy car, ViVa~

Saturday~

Saturday, I went back to my secondary school with shupei and we met a lot of friends. Haiz. Miss my school, class and schoolmates. After that, went to QB with reelee and ate a snack plate at KFC. Then, we walked around the boring QB and headed to my dad’s shop at PenangRoad to fetch my mum back from work. However, my mum still can’t back yet because she didn’t finish her work.

So, we sms eevon and went to her house, opps, her car. We chit-chatting in her car and accompany her to fetch her brother back from his guitar’s class. I went back to my dad’s shop again to fetch my mum around 4.30pm and leave reelee at eevon’s house. Reach home, changed pants and shoes (my sport shoes makes my feet ‘pua pui’ so changed to slippers), then headed back to eevon’s house fetch them and went to GP have our soup-rice-mee’s dinner at WongKok.

After dinner, walking around GP like siao lang , I met Daniel at GP too and then changed our plan to BaskinRobbin with sherlyn. At there, we watched a so called ‘funny show’ and ate our yummy ice cream. Then, went to GH, went back eevon’s house, lying on bed and chatting, then we back around 11. I can't sleep immediately, so I did my law assignments and I sms with dear like last time after so long. *yeah*

No mood, no photo.
I drove my car round Penang Island
From QB-PCGHS-LipSin-QB-PenangRoad-AirItam-PenangRoad-QB-AirItam-GP-IslandPlaza-AirItam-QB

* My house near QB *
My fuel level still didn’t less. YEAH

explain~~

ok!everybody..hehe..i m ok now. don't worry. everything is over. serious! didn't lie! no worry~~

scare..

I am scare. It is serious. Every night I will dream something silly and once in a week, I will dream about scary stuff, such like a huge frog, someone died and etc. today; I dreamt something scary while I was taking a nap. I dreamt someone died and a lot a lot of huge frogs in a sticky pool! The frogs size just like elephants and they are skin-color. I can’t wake up when I am scare. I asked my dad about that and he wants me to pray to ‘sam tai zhu’. I wish everything will be fine. My dad gave me his necklace to protect me too, but I just scare!

I am glad that in my dream, my friends are always being with me. Just like today, in my dream, are my friends who save me out from the huge frogs’ mouth. I dreamt makmak, reelee, caca and shupei them. I miss secondary school’s life; at least I didn’t dream something like that at that time.

How about my dearest bf? I told him I am scare immediately when I get up from bed. He didn’t reply me until now. Whatever. Just like I no need him, I also live in peace. After I wake up, at least half an hour I just holding the hp and waiting him to give me a comfort because I am scare, my mind still stay in the dream. At last, I find my dearest parents. *GIVE UP*

I want to cry

I want to shout

but y i cant??

I need security!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO CHIN YIN!!

Today is Chin Yin’s birthday. Opps, another girl become 19. Bluekz.

~ The Birthday's girl. Cute??YES ~

Yesterday, we surprised her at ‘huo guo zhi jia’, OH GOD, this is the second Friday I steamboot-ing; we planned it at Wednesday, and asked her bf, David, to help us bring her there. Unfortunately, Shu Yee overslept. So, we late for an hour I think. Shu Pei, Sye Ni, Shu Yee, Chin Yin, David, and I enjoyed the foods and chit-chatting around. I miss them lots, very happy to see them and we promised each other will go back our school at ‘Hari Sukan’. We took photo, we laughed, and we played. I really miss secondary school life and my friends. Because in front of them, I am REAL ME! If possible, I hope the time can forever stop at form 5. We ate until 11 something, and I finally met Shu Yee’s bf, Hong. Of course, we gave her our presents. What’s that? Secret. However, I very happy because this is my first time bought present that represent all my friends, I damn scare they don’t like it, but, they love it in clued the birthday girl. How wonderful this world is!

~ I miss U guysxx ~

I just hope we can like david and cy

So sweet~

but I sure we can't

at least u can't

ur most important thing is ur BOOKS

BAD DREAM

I just have a dream. For many people, maybe it is a wonderful dream. However, for me, I gona call it as 'the most bad dream I ever have'. Oh god please. Don't make this happen again!! I will keep dream something funny, mistery and unbelievable as u wish but please, NOT THIS!! I gona kill myself if my dream comes true. I gona hurt someone or maybe two...