可以听我讲话吗？
我知道我很渺小~

Pointless

Constitutional law is really boring, especially when bala bala was singing in the class. We can actually have a good sleep in the class. Instead of sleeping like a pig, me and Hao did this in class. What's this?? errrrrrrrrrr. I feel is a dog la. But Hao said it got tail, got wings, 4 roda instead of legs and have a huge mouth as large as it's body. Some more it feed by nano nano sweet. So ... Do u think it is a dog??

Lonely! Nobody can talk while I am boring. Nvm. Do what I like the most. Sleep sleep sleep, just like pig do~

What I wish alway doesn't happen, thanks to my crazy imagination, that makes me down~ *headache*

Tomorrow will be fine,ooi huai ming! =)

Hmmm. I bought cloth again! Should punish myself for 2 weeks can't buy any cloth d!! Bad habit!!

Tomorrow back to PJ lo. Will reach at 2pm. Hmmmm. Can meet someone I miss lots but ... not tomorrow? mai la~

Don't want give u 'dou sha bin'. bluekz

Have fun with family

But be a bad student! Last weekend I couldn't back to my hometown and that makes me sad. So, my 2 brothers decided to meet me since they are going to Genting on Sunday without me! So, after class, Monday night, Thanks to Angelus for bring me to Kepong to meet my brothers and their family who have no idea how to go my hostel fetch me. Their friend bring us to Star Hills there have dinner. In a not that beautiful restaurant with expensive cost, the foods were sucks, I might say I rather go eat seafood or 'zhu cha', it cost hundred plus per person and their foods make us speechless and service though. SHIT!

My big bro thinner, my 2nd bro fatter, my big sis-in-law thinner a bit, my 2nd sis-in-law fatter a bit, my Nee become more 'su bun', my Qin become more prettier, hmmm, my main point is ... my bro said I THINNER!! Woo~

My Qin totally can't recognise me! How sad! I just smile to her and want to talk to her, didn't touch, haven't open my mouth, and the next is ... she CRY! Grrrr

My bro's friend fetch me to Centre Point McD to meet up Peng, Jyulia and Angelus because I forgot my key in my bro's car. Have some fun there then back home zzz. His friends, haiz! ( shake head )

Tuesday morning, very happy because able to meet HIM early morning, then class. After class, we went to Ss2 have lunch together with Egg, Ven, Hao, Wai Khen, Peng and Nicholas by car. Hmm. Woei was sick! Very ill. But he told me that he is fully recover now. So, someone no need worry him d. =)

I planned to back Penang on Thursday. However, my dad said he will go Genting on Tuesday so can fetch me back on Wednesday but need me to go Pudu meet up him. After awhile, my 2nd bro said want fetch me to Genting meet up my dad now, means Tuesday night!

Walau~ it is giving me earlier birthday surprise? Out of sudden, shock! I was thinking how I talk to him, I can't meet him before home? haiz. T3T Miss u lots,be! While I was totally awake, I am sitting in Angelus's car with Peng, heading to Kepong to meet up my 2nd bro again then straight Genting. Thanks again Angelus! Thanks to Hao, Ven and Wai Khen too! I spoiled your plan, sorry~Woo. A bad student! straight skip 2 days, 5 classes.

This week, my whole family went Genting on different day. Dad, Mum, Big bro, Big sis-in-law, 2nd bro, 2nd sis-in-law, 2 nieces, nephew and ME! Just left Hoong, my little nephew couldn't make it, too small for him.

First thing I did in Genting is toilet then Starbucks! I was so damn hungry! I haven't eat. Then I have my late-dinper or earlier breakfast at 12am sharp!

Nor~ my 1 day partner but mostly we are silent to each other. A f2 xiao di di.

As I said in Facebook, Genting is not fun when u come with no friends. What I spent lots in there, not eat, not shop, of course not play, is online, in Cyber Cafe. Rm15 per hour and I spent Rm75 in a day! Facebook-ing in midnight~

Morning, hmm, online again lo, then have first try the flying coaster with my dad's friend. haha. scary? Yeay! I didn't open my eyes!

After that, finally we decided to walk alone, and of course I shop! I planned to buy skirt or dress, but u see! Super giina. So shua! End up with a normal T-shirt. Didn't take photo of that.

Reach home on Wednesday night. Hmmm. So people, I at Penang now! But sad to say, there are no outing allow! My dad wants me to accompany him 24 hours! Just like Yesterday! He bring me along to Perak for his business tingy. Hmmm. Early morning, What I did is online and try my sis-in-law new dress, fit me, but she say left 1 nia, shua!

Start my journey to Parit Mentara, Perak at 12pm.

This dog is my playmate while my dad was chatting his ... with his friends. Of course I played something stupid with it!

I might say, I long time didn't come kampung place d. It's nice. Fresh air and Trees, but I hate green flies! I saw PADI!! so nice. Can I say KL's people have no idea about what kampung looks like?? maybe

• Have a look at farm then back Penang at 5pm. Wait my parents in their shop, their friends said I thin ki!! Yeay! Happy happy! Meet longtimenosee bro's friend then dad fetch me to Woei's house to pick up my car. Yea, my car still here cause they stomachache then can't drive down to PJ.

• 1 month didn't drive! Once drive, TRAFFIC JAM for almost an hour. Oh gosh! My leg!!

• Have dinner at grandma's house plus surprise her, she didn't know I back. My Nee told her but she thought Nee lying.

• Hmm, my noon is busy today, my ptptn tingy grrr. stupid KxU. Then my spec. haiz

I saw someone's blog said want go sing K! Hmph. didn't wait me. GOOD! Hmph!

Oh gosh, my bro going to kill me tomorrow! I just finish the last piece of dark chocolate he bought in Genting. They cost him hundred and he haven't eat yet. What to do? I just love dark chocolate so damn much. I didn't eat it almost 1 n a half month already because of slimming. Grrr. However, bui back d lo! I should deserved it!

I will blog about this three days tomorrow. bluekz

I am sorry. I don't mean to change my mind out of sudden. Everything just turn up to become like that. My dad suddenly told me he will be here for 1 day and can fetch me back on Wednesday. Then, 2nd bro suddenly u-turn back again and said want to pick me up on Tuesday night. I am sorry. Just don't ignore me please. I do feel hurt because of that. First time, this is the first time, I don't feel like want to stay at Genting. I don't feel like want to play at here. No enjoy, no happy and no smile! I wish I can go to college everyday with someone around every single second. Go back hometown alone and come back PJ alone is not fun. No friend, no chat and no laugh!

I wish I can hug you tight as well.

Muakz~

Hmmm. After read X's blog. What he said in there, actually I think before too. Just like what taiwan soap opera did. It is very sweet and warm.

I hope I am a good listener for X. At least can share with him, make him happy. But, I guess I failed to do that. Haiz. So sorry~

I am happy today because ... accompany. Thank you!

I like to text u

I like to see u smile

I like to see u laugh

I like to touch ur head

I like the feeling u beside me even we didn't chat

I feel comfortable and security with that

I keep on adding everyday

I wish I can lie on u without thinking anything

What to do?? >.<

U r so ... for me~

My house maid.. wakakakax

Okay friends! Due to my laziness plus business, I post up the process of cleaning first, maybe few days later when I able to online, then I will continue post up how clean and neat this cubby senior did for those bo yong juniors. muakz

Sorry for the cacat-ness of the longest video, although that is the funniest. I thought can rotate in PC but I found no way to rotate, so ... please terbalik your laptop or screen. TQ for cooperating. And I regret I play music, sound record is worst!

and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY

for my junior LAI MIN!!!

I explain why i didn't wish you on time d. =)

sorry~

Hello

Hmm. First, sorry for stealing your blog photo without your permission. Second, NICE TO MEET YOU!!!

Heong yee, a new friend from KDU PJ, introduced by senior Kenn yesterday. A sweet cubby girl from Perak and her speaking style is cool. I love her eyes and teeth as well. hehe. What I realised just now is her short form damn cool ... WHY!!! Why why tell me why. haha. Guess she will kill me or her husband will cekek me!

Last, wei, why your facebook's photos all small size one?? Can't steal from there le.

If u mind this photo on here just let me know la. =)

will take off if u mind

a Happy-Tired Saturday, muakz!

I plan to update my blog while in Penang. Since didn't back and due to my laziness, just skip what happen last few weeks la. Just to mention, many people birthday and many surprise given plus very successful.

Saturday, didn't back Penang so my dearest Egg go for chendol without ME! And of course I geram! I miss it lots! However, my day still very fun. Hmm. I went to The curve there, with senior Kenn and there have at least 4 malls, we keep walking, window shopping, grrr, hands gatai d, at last bought a dress, I feel cubby, he agree with me too, haha. We bought a iron stand with extremely cheap price I feel. haha. Not forget to thank senior Kenn for carrying it all the way from Tesco to Ikea car park. =) Legs pain! Our brunch at 12 is McD of course and after shopping, we McD again~ although I didn't eat.

Reach my hostel, something embarrass happen, our room is quite "clean" and senior with his super power make our room into perfect. Here, I must say " Thank You!!!" plus Peng's "Gam Xia!!". Your wife must be so "xing fu". omg. If my parents know I need a guy to teach me how to do homework, is really omg d! But, I very happy, I learned lots of things from there.

My ViVa coming soon. I going to learn how to drive in KL. I think I can! Bluekz! Won't lost la, don't worry, lost still have friends~ Right??

At night, senior Angelus fetch Jyulia, Peng and me out for dinner. Hmm. Don't know he round until where but end up in ss2. Whole stomach water again~ Then, he said the night is still young, so went to our dearest friend, uncle McD lo. The third time for today! Reach home at 1, slept for an hour plus then woke up because of hotness then went to shower, and what I realised next is ... my fan open until 2 only, beh guai hot la, but what to do? Sober d! Blog a bit lo. hehe

I like to stay beside u, feel so secure. Likey that feeling, warm.

Wondering someone really got eat or not?? Or just biting biscuits in his living room?

Should I happy?

May be no. I planned to back Penang this weekend before I came back to PJ, however, just because there is no one can pick me up at Penang Jetty at 11pm on Friday, my plan spoiled! The very first time I feel like really need to meet my family and my lovely dog. Of course still have my cubby bed and pang pang bo bo. Haiz. My dad don't want me back also. How sad I am! First time my Nee can't recognise my voice from phone, omg, I guess she start to forget me already. I want to cry. T3T But I can't. Haiz. There is at least 1 month I didn't cry d. I need a secret place for me to cry out my stress, I don't like any stress in my mind, even just 1mm.

Should I happy? Because someone wants me to stay at PJ, and I feel sweet of course. However, I should not stay! (although at last I stay) because last weekend he leave me alone here, and I should leave him as a punishment too right? It is just so unfair. HMPH! Bluekz

Once again. I miss Penang. I miss my family. I miss my chao chao. I miss my bed. I miss my bo bo. I miss everything. But, I MISS you more than others. So, may be just don't regret but I do sad. T.T

Where can I rely? Who can I cry on? Feel so insecure~ I need a huge tight hug! Hug till can't breathe! Hope my weekend is fun, I guess that will cheer me up. Or may be no?

Besides, my ViVa coming PJ lo. So, I have no car when I back Penang. Hang out? Come fetch me please~ My handsome car will at here for 2 years I guess.

Besides, I miss my massage machine very very super duper much. Although it doesn't very nice. I miss my sis-in-law hands' massage too! And ah girl as well. Hey, need massage here! Someone please~

很喜欢现在的感觉，安全感满满，心口甜甜，脑袋里都是某人。好久没有一天多过五十封的信息了。=)

Must listen!!

This is a song that composed by the guy in the MTV. He wrote this for his late gf if I not mistaken. This song was his assignment. Instead of writing a long long essay, he did this! Nice song!

Another stupid bad dream!!

Yesterday night was the first night I can sleep without Peng within this few days, but ... I guess the God is kidding me. I thought I will have a nice sleep, at least sleep tight without dream, but He don't let me to do so. I have few dreams but the most serious dream was the one that makes me woke up with tears and shout as well.

Dream :

At first, I saw Ven and Egg came back and I opened door for them. They told me someone following them, they pretend the house beside us is our hostel and the next day, the house get robbed. Then, they tried another house again and the result was the same.

Then the dream flies to another day. Ven suddenly shout from outside and called us run away from our hostel because he saw someone breaking our gate door then he phoned 999 as well. However, the policemen unable to catch the him.

The next day, I was walking back from college alone and I open the gate door with control (since when I have the control I also don't know), then the door to enter my hostel. Suddenly there was a salesman enter from the gate door. I ask him why he enter then he ask me is it the renter in my hostel and i ask again why. he said he have something need to find her then I said she is not here. The man said OK then his eye look behind and I saw another man which is the man who enter our hostel the day before. I shout and quickly try to lock my door but don't know why the door just can't lock. Then I suddenly think that I should hide in my room cause my room have a extra lock. While I running up the stair, they enter house and chase me. Then before I enter my room, they got me!

I woke up and feel very insecure. Today is the day that everyone not beside me and I need to walk to college and back college alone. So, the dream is very scary for me. At last, I decide, follow Egg them to college at 11 and spent my day in library with my laptop and constitution law then wait them dismiss class at 6. This decision makes someone happy. Someone that can't accompany me this weekend! I hate u!! bluekz. .

say GAMBATTE to those joining mooting competition's people! You all are the best! Going to start soon. Count down-ing 3 2 1 ... GO!!

Grrr!!

I thought this week will be same like last week, everything is fine and normal but ... Peng left me alone here and back to Penang a whole long week. However, I thought there wouldn't affect me anything but!!! I can't sleep without her!! I don't dare to switch off light at night and I can't sleep with the light! Nobody accompany me, feel so lonely~

Next that happen to me is!!! That stupid Hao bought the back penang ticket in front me! Sia me?? I don't want. Bluekz. Because I really need catch up my studies. But, NOW, I regret d!! Cause I going to be alone the whole weekend! Others have their class on Fri and Sat. ISH! Eat alone, sing alone, walk alone, lying on bed alone, at home alone, at lab alone, at library alone, conclusion is everything ALONE!! GRRRRRR!!!!!

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http://www.guangming.com.my/node/57665?tid=10

PLEASE help her if u can!!

First time feel that run can't throw away my emotion. I ran lots today but useless. Tonight is just not my night. I spoiled my spec which just bought after cny. I hurt my feet and leg as well. I miss someone madly. I feel hurt. But, just HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL~

Currently at McD near OneU. Follow, erm, NO, considered force by 2 cutey funny idiots Ven and Egg go around to find McD since 1:05am I guess and we reach here almost 2 just because we lost AGAIN. haha. Finding road in the dark was scary but FUN! hee~

天蝎座很多时候就是喜欢扩大幻想，很多根本没发生的事总能越想越远，然后就自己承担所有的感觉，不论好的坏的。我就是这样，没发生的事总喜欢想着想着，就远了，然后就自己在那里傻笑，维持一个状态很久，然后再无预警之下结束。如果想到一些不好的，就会开始想掉泪，但总能忍住，厉害吧?!

我就是喜欢这样，虽然有时会很伤，但我喜欢幻想好的多过坏的，因为坏的就顺其自然嘛，见一步走一步，反正想了也没用。 好的就不同了，可以让自己开心，快乐。到了晚上睡觉时，有时梦到还会很甜。我很喜欢发呆，更容易傻笑，我不打算改，怎样? 我就是怪! 哈哈

昨天打球，眼镜坏了，弄伤眼睛，这就算了，但我的鼻子已经够扁了，还来一记火锅篮球，当场亲下去，妈啊! 可怜可怜我的鼻子可以不？

但乐趣还是100分，这几天真的过得很开心，虽然有时不顺我意，但最后总是开心得回家睡觉，真是上天赐福啊! 我爱你，老天!

02102009 day before mooncake festival

This year can't celebrate with family, haiz, although didn't really celebrate while in Penang but still every family members will meet together and chit chat, I miss my Nee's tang long~

Law is quite headache for me~ but I have to continue and work hard for what I chose from the beginning, so just think about why and what reasons made me choose at the very beginning, although my decision is damn cincai but still need to gambatte!

Like that is enough for me, I don't ask for more, just want once awhile like that.

IS ENOUGH!!

happy happy~ jumping around~ I like today to the max! Like that forever? YES!

maybe~ hehe